Only because I was not strong enough to do so
Fragile in my state, you capitalized
You read my pages, analyzed my text
You.
Of all people, planned for my demise
Is it the familiarity that boils blood
Or the manipulative spirit working within
Toying with your thoughts, encamping your mind
“Puppet” ing you around, utilizing your wholeness
and chipping pieces each time.
So then I anticipate,
for conversations with friction
Coping, inhaling, breathing in my pain
The smoke wrapping me tighter
My thoughts confining me as you roam free,
Clueless, ambivalent, but ultimately
satisfaction to a degree
Trusting that your heart was pure
Only to realize, my intuition always sufficed.
Of all others, intentionally, you attempted to
break me.
No longer.
No longer, can you leech on my sanity.
Serpent!
You can not constrict me.
And yet, after all, I stand in Perfect peace.
Praise Him for His Sovereignty.
For fighting for me
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