The In-Between

In-between here and there I strive to be present where I stand But my grounds are sinking beneath My foundation is cracking, and my understanding is wafer-thin Admist uncertainty, am I treading or swimming? Like a drifting sail, the core of my being, lifeless as the breeze Am I forging strength or succumbing to the…

Look Within.

This morning I was blessed to wake up in my right mind. I have full movement of my body. I am living, breathing, all is well. Lately, I have noticed my increase in complaining. I have been complaining a lot. I was whining about small things. I try my best NOT to complain because I…

𝙴 𝚞 𝚗 𝚘 𝚒 𝚊

“I am Divinity Defined” India Arie She’s the calm in the chaos Never the main attraction She can’t be framed, no ordinary fashion She’s more of the bigger picture, or merely a distraction She could be on the front row, if she wanted Her demeanor couldn’t lie if it wanted Even when tainted, she still…

He Removed You

Only because I was not strong enough to do so Fragile in my state, you capitalized You read my pages, analyzed my text You. Of all people, planned for my demise Is it the familiarity that boils blood Or the manipulative spirit working within Toying with your thoughts, encamping your mind “Puppet” ing you around,…

His Sovereignty

He has never left me… Even when it so often feels like it But it’s not Him, its me I keep wavering when I feel like it I’ve been hurting, and it’s those silent killers that get you. I’m the mouth that stays closed, it’s too many bothersome figures… BUT I recognize how He has…

Give Yourself Time

This self-love journey has been difficult due to how selfless I was raised to be. God has revealed to me that I had invested so much time into people and their problems, but my relationship with Him was lacking. It was at this time that I realized God was jealous God.    The Teaching &…

Agape

This is Agape. 🌿 I named him Agape because I feel like God brought me to him. I have learned that anything that has been delivered or taken away in my life has been through the allowance of Him. God wouldn’t do anything to harm me because He loves me. 💗 I’m trying to get…

Get IT Together

  I notice a lot of times we give and give, and we have nothing for ourselves. I was a victim of this.  I can think of the many times I have felt depleted and unhappy with the remainder of energy that I had left. BUT GOD. After God revealed His purpose for that particular…

Where Are You Now?

I am very proud of myself. I have had some growing pains, and I have been V E R Y uncomfortable with the past experiences in this stage of my life. I refer to myself as the caterpillar. I admire how God paints each wing differently, and when you let the butterfly wings go, they…